IceBlueFlame

Today was ordinary. I went out with my best friend Skylar and we spent a couple hours browsing books and drinking coffee at the book store. He always gets an Americano. I always get a frozen cappuccino. My parents always accuse me of dating Skylar but I assure you, we are just close friends. After arguing over authors, James Patterson versus Sandra Brown, over artists, Georgia O’Keeffe versus Claude Monet, and over bands, Green Day versus Linkin Park, Skylar dropped me off at my house on the end of the street. On the outside of my house, everything looks perfect but once I step inside all my energy is drained and my parents are fightin

Today was ordinary. I went out with my best friend Skylar and we spent a couple hours browsing books and drinking coffee at the book store. He always gets an Americano. I always get a frozen cappuccino. My parents always accuse me of dating Skylar but I assure you, we are just close friends. After arguing over authors, James Patterson versus Sandra Brown, over artists, Georgia O’Keeffe versus Claude Monet, and over bands, Green Day versus Linkin Park, Skylar dropped me off at my house on the end of the street. On the outside of my house, everything looks perfect but once I step inside all my energy is drained and my parents are fightin

He’s here. I’m scared. Hide. Stay. Fear. Dust. Gone. The dust kicked up from his motorcycle seeps through my window like his hatred seeps into my veins, and stains my eyes a dull silver. I can’t fully understand. I’m only 12. He has never touched me, never threatened me, but he still instills such fear in me. I start weeping and my fear chills my tears. They burn cold lines down my face. I climb up onto my chair and stare out the window as he disappears and I’m left in ruins. My face is hot now and my eyes burn. I start shaking and I feel like the whole world quakes with me. The whole world is scared of him. I slink i

I hate seeing things crumble All around me, you see? Reminding me in a cold whisper "You'll never last~~" Well fuck you. I can see That you're just the wind. You're whistling through the trees And out of my own paranoia, I hear a voice. So hush now rushing wind Stay quiet and leave me in peace. While I gather my strength and my own voice to say "I'll prove you wrong~"

It started off abruptly And condensed by the hour In the darkest part of the latest night. We knew nothing of each other but the blood in our veins. For it ran the same. We thought of each other as carbon copies, Both thinking alike. I just wished I had been there sooner. You said it was soon enough. We said we’d be ninjas. Turns out that was true. Just later and in a way no one expected. In a way that not even we expected. I never expected to love you. I never even expected to like you. Or for you to like me. You were always just an object to look at But somewhere between being an object and my best friend I really fel

My body quakes as my makeup runs, I can't believe what I've become.

Have you ever had a dream? Something you really want to come true? And then have it happen? Well I have. And I feel... Odd. Empty. Unsatisfied. Irritated. Changed. It's not how I wanted it to feel. And it's not a perfect situation. And I have learned that sometimes, Things can't work out. And that is for the best.

As the anger subsides into an empty casket in my chest, Of a love that has since died, I am lost somewhere between love and loss. The feelings of mine will never leave, I will just mask them with frigid tears And lonely nights.

My words are dripping with acid. Each letter peircing the soul I once loved. And still do. But my soul is ablaze with such a wildfire of anguish and anger that I don't think anything could ever extinguish it. I used to run to you when I was hurt or sad But I will never give you that satisfaction again. Maybe next time you'll think about your actions. But your next time will not be with me. I won't let you feel like you got away with something. Because you didn't. You did something very wrong and in the process, You lost a friend. You lost me. And I'm not going to let you win. I'm not going to break and come back to you. You ar