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Today was ordinary.
I went out with my best friend Skylar and we spent a couple hours browsing books and drinking coffee at the book store. He always gets an Americano. I always get a frozen cappuccino. My parents always accuse me of dating Skylar but I assure you, we are just close friends. After arguing over authors, James Patterson versus Sandra Brown, over artists, Georgia O’Keeffe versus Claude Monet, and over bands, Green Day versus Linkin Park, Skylar dropped me off at my house on the end of the street. On the outside of my house, everything looks perfect but once I step inside all my energy is drained and my parents are fighting. I put on my blank mask and sulk up the stairs to my lack luster room and immediately try to find a safe place in a dream.
The next day is far from ordinary.
Everyday I wake up and wish I could have slept forever but today is different. Today just felt better as I bounced downstairs for breakfast. Can you turn the coffee on, mom? She didn’t mo
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Literature
The Things They Carried
Today was ordinary.
I went out with my best friend Skylar and we spent a couple hours browsing books and drinking coffee at the book store. He always gets an Americano. I always get a frozen cappuccino. My parents always accuse me of dating Skylar but I assure you, we are just close friends. After arguing over authors, James Patterson versus Sandra Brown, over artists, Georgia O’Keeffe versus Claude Monet, and over bands, Green Day versus Linkin Park, Skylar dropped me off at my house on the end of the street. On the outside of my house, everything looks perfect but once I step inside all my energy is drained and my parents are fighting. I put on my blank mask and sulk up the stairs to my lack luster room and immediately go to bed.
The next day is far from ordinary.
Everyday I wake up and wish I could have slept forever but today is different. Today just felt better as I bounced downstairs for breakfast. Can you turn the coffee on, mom? She didn’t move. Mom! Mom? “Amber,
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Speculation
He’s here. I’m scared. Hide. Stay. Fear. Dust. Gone. The dust kicked up from his motorcycle seeps through my window like his hatred seeps into my veins, and stains my eyes a dull silver. I can’t fully understand. I’m only 12. He has never touched me, never threatened me, but he still instills such fear in me. I start weeping and my fear chills my tears. They burn cold lines down my face. I climb up onto my chair and stare out the window as he disappears and I’m left in ruins. My face is hot now and my eyes burn. I start shaking and I feel like the whole world quakes with me. The whole world is scared of him. I slink into the bathroom and strip down to my bare skin, my form so weak. I let the water remove the fear from my pores and it slowly rises to the ceiling with the steam, waiting to come back down as condensation. The water colors my eyes a bluer shade. I don’t linger long and soon find myself pulling on a clean, long-sleeved cotton shirt to cover the
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Wind
I hate seeing things crumble
All around me, you see?
Reminding me in a cold whisper
"You'll never last~~"
Well fuck you. I can see
That you're just the wind.
You're whistling through the trees
And out of my own paranoia,
I hear a voice.
So hush now rushing wind
Stay quiet and leave me in peace.
While I gather my strength and my own voice to say
"I'll prove you wrong~"
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Start
It started off abruptly
And condensed by the hour
In the darkest part of the latest night.
We knew nothing of each other but the blood in our veins.
For it ran the same.
We thought of each other as carbon copies,
Both thinking alike.
I just wished I had been there sooner.
You said it was soon enough.
We said we’d be ninjas.
Turns out that was true.
Just later and in a way no one expected.
In a way that not even we expected.
I never expected to love you.
I never even expected to like you.
Or for you to like me.
You were always just an object to look at
But somewhere between being an object and my best friend
I really fell in love with you.
And I’m not afraid to say it anymore because I know it to be true.
There is nothing better in the world to me than loving you.
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Shake
My body quakes as my makeup runs,
I can't believe what I've become.
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Literature
Dream
Have you ever had a dream?
Something you really want to come true?
And then have it happen?
Well I have. And I feel...
Odd.
Empty.
Unsatisfied.
Irritated.
Changed.
It's not how I wanted it to feel.
And it's not a perfect situation.
And I have learned that sometimes,
Things can't work out.
And that is for the best.
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Empty Inside.
As the anger subsides into an empty casket in my chest,
Of a love that has since died,
I am lost somewhere between love and loss.
The feelings of mine will never leave,
I will just mask them with frigid tears
And lonely nights.
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Words Can Burn
My words are dripping with acid.
Each letter peircing the soul I once loved.
And still do.
But my soul is ablaze with such a wildfire of anguish and anger that I don't think anything could ever extinguish it.
I used to run to you when I was hurt or sad
But I will never give you that satisfaction again.
Maybe next time you'll think about your actions.
But your next time will not be with me.
I won't let you feel like you got away with something.
Because you didn't.
You did something very wrong and in the process,
You lost a friend.
You lost me.
And I'm not going to let you win.
I'm not going to break and come back to you.
You are the only person to ever make me feel special. And loved. And pretty.
And worth something.
And now all that's gone and all you're left with is her.
But when you find out how awful your current girlfriend is,
Don't expect to come crawling back to me.
Because I have been through that hell alone
And I want to see your clothing catch fire as you follow my path.
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You've got to.
You've got to leave to understand a constant.
You've got to lie to understand the truth.
You've got to be hurt to understand how to love.
And you've got to die to understand how to live.
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IceBlueFlame
Sanyu
United States
Current Residence: Georgia, USA
Favourite genre of music: Alternative or Hard Rock
Favourite photographer: Lylas
Favourite style of art: Poetry, Philosophical Paintings
Operating System: Windows :(
MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano
Shell of choice: Tough
Favourite cartoon character: Stich
Interests
○● B R I T I S H ○●

[x] You drink a lot of tea.
[ ] You know what a brolly is.
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life.
[ ] You wanted Ben to win Factor.
[ ] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell."
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy.
[ ] You can eat a Full English Breakfast.
[ ] You dislike emos almost as much as you dislike chavs.
[ ] It's football... not soccer.

Total: 2


○● A U S T R A L I A N ○●

[ ] You wear flip flops all year.
[ ] You call flip flops "thongs", not flip flops.
[x] You love a backyard Barbie.
[x] You know a Barbie is not a doll.
[ ] You love the beach.
[x] sometimes you swear without realizing.
[ ] You're a sports fanatic
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You're a bit of a bogan.
[ ] You have an Australian something.

Total: 3


○● I T A L I A N ○●

[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[x] Your grandmother makes her own sauces.
[ ] You know how a real meatball tastes.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[ ] You have dark hair and dark eye color.
[ ] You speak some Italian.
[x] You are under 5'10".
[ ] You know what an Italian horn is.
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world!
[ ] You talk a lot with your hands.

Total: 3


○● S P A N I S H ○●

[ ] You say member instead of Remember.
[x] You speak Spanish or some.
[x] You like tacos.
[ ] YoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr.
[ ] You are dark skinned.
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[ ] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or have dyed your hair.
[x] You know what platanos are.

Total: 4


○● R U S S I A N ○●

[ ] You say villain as: Vee-lon.
[ ] You get short tempered.
[x] You know of somebody named Natasha.
[x] You get cold easily.
[ ] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time.
[ ] You can easily make do with the cold weather.

Total: 2


○● I R I S H ○●

[ ] You think beer is the best.
[ ] You have a bad temper.
[x] Your last name starts with a Mc, Murphy, O', Fitz or ends with a ley, on, un, an, in, ry, ly, y or L.
[x] You have blue or green eyes.
[ ] You like the colour green.
[ ] You have been to a St. Patty's day party.
[ ] You have a family member from Ireland.
[x] You have red hair.
[x] You have/had freckles.
[ ] Your family get together always include drinking and singing.

Total: 4


○● A F R I C A N A M E R I C A N ○●

[ ] You say nigganukka casually.
[ ] You have nappy hair.
[x] You like rap.
[ ] You know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] You think President George Walker Bush is racist.
[x] You like chicken.
[x] You like watermelon.
[ ] You can dance.
[ ] You can sing gospel.

Total: 3


○● A S I A N ○●

[ ] You have slantysmall eyes.
[x] You like rice a lot.
[x] You are good at math.
[x] You have played the piano.
[ ] You have family from Asia.
[x] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth.
[ ] Most people think you're Chinese.
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons.
[ ] You go to Baulko.

Total: 4


○● G E R M A N ○●

[x] You like bread.
[x] You think German Chocolate is good.
[x] You speak some German.
[ ] You know what Schnitzel is.
[x] You hate it when stupid people call you.
[x] You went to Pre-school
[x] You're over 5'2".

Total: 6


○● C A N A D I A N ○●

[ ] You like/play/played hockey.
[ ] You love beer.
[ ] You say eh.
[ ] You know what poutine is.
[ ] You speak some French
[ ] You love Tim Horton's.
[ ] At one point you lived in a farm house.
[ ] You watch/watched Degrassi.

Total: 0


○● A M E R I C A N ○●

[ ] You hate foreigners.
[ ] You hate non-Christians.
[ ] You're lazy.
[ ] You have had an abortion
[ ] But love the penalty.
[ ] You don't read.
[x] You shop at Wal-Mart.
[ ] You think this survey is rather biased.

Total: 1


○● B E L G I A N ○●

[ ] You grow some small vegetables in the yard.
[x] You like french fries.
[x] You think Belgian chocolate rules.
[ ] You know that the official best beer in the world' is Belgian.
[ ] You speak both Dutch and French.
[x] You like Belgian waffles.
[ ] You call a pub or bar a café.
[x] You fully realize and acknowledge that your football team sucks.
[ ] You drive/own a French or German car.
[x] You have a lot of comments on your government.

Total: 5


○● D U T C H ○●

[x] You like the colour orange.
[ ] You are a football enthusiast.
[ ] You often go to 'coffee shops'.
[ ] You know what is meant by 'coffee shops'.
[x] You tend to overreact and show your emotions.
[ ] You have a cheerful nature.
[ ] You like the sea.
[ ] You are good at buildinghandiworkprojects.
[ ] You tend to favour the megalomania.

Total: 2


○● A R A B ○●

[ ] You are a patriot.
[ ] You say "3ngleezy" instead of "english".
[ ] You laugh at other accents, especially Egyptian.
[ ] You beckon at things with your forehead or eyes.
[ ] You like seafood, especially fish, more than any other type of food.
[ ] You are tanned.
[ ] You have a black hair. (only partially tho)
[ ] Your last name starts with " Al " or " bin "
[ ] You like showing off, especially with new cars and clothes.
[ ] You dislike reading.

Total: 0


So I am....German!! Awesome.
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Shuichi-hime Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2011
I read your note - sorry for the lateness. I will be soon becoming active again and doing another dA , I'll inform you when I move / delete this one. Thank you for your attention! You can email me at shining-wish@hotmail.com
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ThErEaLDoLLyFrikka Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2010
Thanks for the fav! :hug:
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RoyalBlackheart Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2010
Dear Santa, I don't want much for Christmas. I just want the person reading this to remain in my life forever. Send this to the people you don't want to lose.
Love you forever xoxo
Tell nine people you love them! I hope I am one!

-Love ya lots!
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RoyalBlackheart Featured By Owner Aug 25, 2010
You there! :iconbritishplz:
Read this please :heart:: [link]
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karieteko Featured By Owner Mar 22, 2010
Thank you for adding "Valentines Day" to your collection of favorites...
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Ashley-MarieKrull Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2010
thanks for the watch! :)


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IceBlueFlame Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2010
:D You're welcome!
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Ashley-MarieKrull Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2010
thanks for the watch! :)


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pocra Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
thanks for the :+fav: on the piercing
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IceBlueFlame Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2010
:D
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